Today is..

Today is August 25. The school year beings September 2. Summer is slowly but surely coming to a close once again. If you were to ask me how my summer was, I'd say it was good. If I were to describe it in one word, I'd say dramatic.
I think this was a summer of change. Not only were emotions and hormones taking a huge roller coaster ride, all of us were off doing our own thing. We all had things we had to get done. For example, this summer I took on Health Online to get my health credit for school done, driver's training, as well as being a counselor in training at ACA. Apart from that, student council met regularly, and I wanted to keep up with friends along with this being the summer before my sister started college.

There has been a lot on my mind lately, I HAVE been feeling better btw, I'm not really sure where to start or moreover, where to go with this post...

oh yes, dramatic. okay
SRSLY WHERE DID THE SUMMER GO?!?!?!!?!
I think I spent too much of this summer being mad at someone or myself. It was like wasted time. Th lot on my mind ( oh you know.. the usual.. friends, family, boys) and this reflecting thing really isn't working haha

should I try later? maybe
I know this: I have enjoyed summer. I have done things that I haven't done before. I have done things that I may not be proud. I have probably made more mistakes the past 2 and a half months than I have in the past 5 years. I know I still need to learn. I am sorry if I have hurt you, offended you in any way these past months. They have been some of the roughest I have had in well.. they've been the roughest. I am flawed. I am still finding myself.
Thank you for those (Nikki<3) that have stuck by me. the few that were there for me when I was in fresh tears of anger, sadness, and joy. I really do not know what I would have done without you.
actually yeah I have an idea.. I think I woulda gone insane. completely insane.

LET'S HOPE FOR THE BEST FOR THIS LAST WEEK OF SUMMER.
and for those of you whose school year has already begun, good luck.
I hope you are all doing well. [:


if you haven't realized, it's been a month since TAF if I'm correct, and I still haven't don't a reflection on that week. In my opinion, there isn't that much to reflect on but nonetheless my reactions and such I think will come all the same... just later.


on a different note: I really like boys and shopping. However boyshopping, now that is cruel =P