Wednesday, February 11, 2009

uh lettter was just read

didn't get parts. uh the overall of it.
something about me growing up and how i should be more thoughtful.


and you know what i feel right now?
shit.
i feel like crying.
over nothing.
over everything.
over nothing.

plus it doesnt help that i have this cramp that's been coming and going for the past 2 days that makes me get a feeling that i have to hurl.
so now ima hurl and cry thanks.

ugh
i dont know.
i am stubborn.

dammmitttt

when i say leave me alone, can you respect that and just leave.me.the.fuck.alone?

i have an attitude.

fuck great.
so i'm stubborn and i have an attitude.
these are self made conclusions.
but someone's told me them before.

wanna make me swim in my ocean of guilt?

you're making me drown.

i am drowning.

1 comment:

alicia said...

first, i'm sorry you're not feeling well :[

next, i'm not really sure exactly if it's your aunt/godmother/whoever's letter that's making you feel so bad, but if it is, i'm sure she didn't write to make you feel bad. sometimes it might seem like people are being judgemental and annoying, but i'm almost 100% positive that in the case of family, they do it because they want the best for you.
obviously, you've heard this said before, but i hope you honestly believe it.
call me if you ever need anything <3