gone?

I always wonder what happens to them after we loose touch.
you, you moved on.
I'm happy you did.
I'm happy you have.
but... what if I just miss you?
You were someone, I know you had stronger feelings toward me than what I had to you.
You were willing to do.. so much to get to me (think of the song by Train) or you'd swim the ocean for me (Metro Station)
The days I was your Konstantine?
I was something that in reality you'd swear.
(baha all the puns I'm throwing in. since when did I do that?)
You taught me something.
You taught me I could be cared for
and in time, I could trust someone.
and some people do amuse me and keep me interested.
In a way, I am glad we fell apart. With time, we ended.. we drifted.
Do I miss you?
I miss your comfort.
No, I dont wish you were mine. I never thought of you as mine. When I heard you had someone else, I felt relief... but what was the other part of me thinking?
gosh, I don't even know.
Maybe, I just miss those times with you, and I know my time is gone. but... i don't want my time to be back, it was short-lived.. but it lasted just long enough to show both of us enough.

Hmph.
for those times before, thanks for putting a smile on my face
I liked that.

for the times to come, best of luck to you
maybe we'll meet in another life (Ohhhhh Lost (; )


haha man, you came across my mind. Something MIGHT have been in the back of my head for awhile.... yeah
I hope you read this, if you don't I'll be sure to bring it up with you :P


*question I ask while reading this. have I moved on?
Yeah, I think I have. this just came across my mind when I saw an update on your via Twitter. Lol worrrdddd.
I mean, I know what we were, and what we did and things happened, we kept going learning from what we did or .. yeah.

K I WANT SLEEEEEEP
ugh UCS giving us TWO days of school.. break starts after tuesday.