emptytired.

I dont know what to feel right now.
I feel tired and alone that's pretty much it.
It feels like I can't be true to anyone right now.
the one person I want to turn to.. well I'm pretty sure he doesn't want like anything to do with me right now. Or so he's expressed to me.. more than once.
Why now I ask myself. Granted, neither of us were happy. Why did you ask again? the second time? I advised you not to. It would lead to something like where it's at now. about to be dead and gone. Not where I want it. Not if I can help it.
I don't know what I want right now. I feel confused. I want to do good in school uhm, I can't really think of anything else.. I want to be happy.
I want one. not one to share. one to keep.

I am tired.
let me be.
don't ignore me.
but I am tired.
acknowledge.

paper finished.

<3peace.