Day 10 and Day 11

day 10- song that you can fall asleep to

I could fall asleep to pretty much anything by making april, secondhand serenade, augustana, city and colour, or jack's mannequin...


day 11- song from favorite band. dont have a favorite band. (there's some that are up there on the list, but no number one?)
so i picked

good old rocket summer lovin' :)
nevershoutnever and david guetta were almost choices <3 <3

enjoy!

Day 09 Song that you can dance to

i had like 9 other songs in mind, but i chose this one cuze I always wanna just get up and dance when i hear it >.> :X :)

Day 08 Song that you know all the words to.

I dont know why I know all the words, but I used to love this song and stuff.
and there are a bunch more songs I know all the words to, this one popped up in my mind though =P

Day 08 Song that you know all the words to.

I dont know why I know all the words, but I used to love this song and stuff.
and there are a bunch more songs I know all the words to, this one popped up in my mind though =P

Day 07 Song that reminds you of a certain event

TAF<3
and because I like this song a lot
and a more recent event that this song popped up at. haha
there were other songs that came in mind when picking this day's but... this is the one that popped up first that I liked.

Day 06 Song that reminds you of someplace

this song reminds me of carol. yep that's a place, it's jessica's car ;P
sorry there was no official video

Day 05 Song that reminds you of someone

I wonder if he/she/they remember?

Day 04 Sad song

Maybe it's because this song is deep, but it does make me sad :/ and no, I have not gotten sick of it.

Day 03 Song that makes you cry

I doubt I'll ever get sick of this song. Let's hope not :x

Day 02 Least favorite song

HI JUSTIN BIEBER




though I will admit, "One less lonely girl" is catchy, but your annoying (: (:

Day 01 Song that makes you happy

30 days of music challenge

day 01 - a song that makes you happy
day 02 - your least favorite song
day 03 - that makes you cry
day 04 - a song that makes you sad
day 05 - a song that reminds you of someone
day 06 - a song that reminds of you of somewhere
day 07 - a song that reminds you of a certain event
day 08 - a song that you know all the words to
day 09 - a song that you can dance to
day 10 - a song that makes you fall asleep
day 11 - a song from your favorite band
day 12 - a song from a band you hate
day 13 - a song that is a guilty pleasure
day 14 - a song that no one would expect you to love
day 15 - a song that describes you
day 16 - a song that you used to love but now hate
day 17 - a song that you hear often on the radio
day 18 - a song that you wish you heard on the radio
day 19 - a song from your favorite album
day 20 - a song that you listen to when you’re angry
day 21 - a song that you listen to when you’re happy
day 22 - a song that you listen to when you’re sad
day 23 - a song that you want to play at your wedding
day 24 - a song that you want to play at your funeral
day 25 - a song that makes you laugh
day 26 - a song that you can play on an instrument
day 27 - a song that you wish you could play
day 28 - a song that makes you feel guilty
day 29 - a song from your childhood
day 30 - your favorite song at this time last year

I'm afraid of making the wrong decision.
You make it all sound so easy, but even this, this party, I'm not sure if it's the right choice to go.
What if you're there? What if you're there and take me away to that place where I get lost?
I get so confused. I don't know what I want.
I want you to be there, I want you away.

It shouldn't be as complicated. It started out as a game in my head.
The game never ended. It kept going on, and there was no winner.
Where is it now? I lost the pieces, my place was moved. And so was yours.
New obstacles were added, some involving other people, others with a little friend we like to call, Booze.
What did it do? It dragged things along.
It made time pass.
It made bodies grow closer.

I'm sick of this. I want this game to be over, but where do the pieces go? what will the players do?
Irony, isn't it.
If only you knew.

crushes are meant to be crushed, just saying.
Forget my words.
Air.

*giggles

ahhh. :) *breathes in fresh air.

I love it when little things can make my day (:
stupid little things.
like good weather
and nice people
with cute smiles
and worthless conversations!

+& BE GOOD TO YOUR MAMA'S TODAY! and always! :D

so this is something in the back of my head on some days, normally bad days, that comes out.
Has it made a difference for me growing up in a mostly white neighborhood?

Today, some random kid out of nowhere made a remark about me making shoes at Nike. Of course I was offended, more so that I didn't know this person, and that he had no reason to say this to me. I did not speak to him prior to that, and I chose not to retaliate partly because I was surprised at the remark. I mean I was just standing talking to my friend Ashley, this guy comes up and says that.. what?

My school is predominately white, middle class, and for the most part conservative. This is not the first time a remark from a stranger has been made toward me, and the thing is, I don't see myself much different from them (them being I guess the white, middle class, conservative thing), and apart from that, I never chose to be Asian.

Granted, I don't live in somewhere completely trashy and white or something, but people still shock me I guess by how behind they are, and the ignorance they still possess.

This leaves behind a crummy feeling. I am actaully somewhat proud of my Asian ethnicity, but it's not like I flaunt it, or draw attention to it, or anything of that sort. I accept that I'm Asian, but what exactly does that entail?

I don't know why I didn't retaliate or give some talk to this boy about how wrong or incorrect he is or how he could change his attitude, or ask him why he said that, or actaully draw attention to this in general. I'm kind of disappointed I didn't, but what's the point? This scene boy that calls himself an artist will only get so far before he gets swept up in drugs, drinking, and those great friends that are leading him the same way, so really, will telling him he's wrong, why he's wrong for saying what he said, and other just super nice things about stupid stereotypes and the mistake of generalizing stereotypes do anything for me? no. not really.
*another point. Normally at my school, for starting a physical fight you can get suspended automatically 5 days.
If you join the fight, or fight back, or provoke a fight, 4 days. Cheating gets you 5 days. Skipping class gets you like 3 and having too many unexcused tardies/absences, gets you 7 easily.
Bullying by other means, is rarely acknowledged. As in, if a group of people (let's say 5-7 people) boo-ed someone in front of the whole school because they were gay, nothing would be done. OH NO but if a girl dresses like a skank or wears a shirt with some stupid innuendo on it, they can get suspended for 3 days.
Racist remarks, are barely even called out. I remember the first time I actaully noticed was in 7th grade. The boy said chink, straight up, and the teacher didn't do anything about it even after I drew attention to it.

k that's it. I dont think I have anything more to say.
If I had someone to lay in the grass with and watch the clouds, it'd possibly make my day a little better, but I don't so right now, I'll just deal with this crummy-ness.
KBYE :)
good luck on AP exams kids.

lolawh

I smiled when he said all he wanted to do was chill and snuggle.
I thought that was so cutee.
Only this is from a guy that used to run circles in my head and ended up being a bit piece of scum.

ohhh boy.
happy may
go plant some flowers!
I think I'm finally going to get my license sooooooonn <3 HOPEFULLY.