I SUPPORT

so, in stead of doing homework. this it what I do.
so much for starting off the year with less procrastination.
But I strongly suggest you check out some of these awesome groups.
There's a lot of bands (tons are good but few will make it. lol)
and some clothing lines and just groups.
haha myspace it biotch. check it out :] There are many
























































^Tim's awesome. You gotta love him :]



haha i need a life =P
actually no
I need to finish this goddamn homework!

First week of high school

was okay.
I thought that high school would be different but honestly, nothing seems to have changed since last year.
That's all I really have to say I guess.

I feel like a book. (hardcover please) like you can see the outside which is what you usually judge about it but don't really know anything about it from that. You can open it to learn more about it (to read it). Like, I'm shut most of the time, hard, unbreakable, but able to be scratched, but the inside stays the same and if you choose like I'm willing to share but nothing will change from you knowing more about myself. The writing inside can't change you can only add more.

does that make sense :/ idk I think I've been on the verge of breaking down but I 1. don't want to 2. don't find the point in it 3. don't want to waste time because its like over the same thing!
idk, I just feel lost again. I think I'm hanging out with Luke tonight though, he always makes me feel like myself :] <3

Ice skating anyone?
Suburban tonight at around 8

hope your school year started well.

first day at ike--> OH HEY... I guess I forgot to post this when I wrote it... LOL

Today was different.
That is the best way for me to describe it sadly.
Nope, not exciting or scary, different.
Eisenhower is a lot bigger, weird shaped of a building, and crowded than what I expected.
The hardest thing for me was finding where everything was WHICH bugs me a lot.
Gee, I hope I get better at finding my way around as well as knowing where is what in the building. It makes it a bitch to like go to my locker inbetween classes!
It's sort of intimidating being the well hated sophomore's at the school :P
but at least the stu-co members that I know are very helpful.
The teachers seem good. I'm sort of excited to get everything into swing and have the year go. Well excited isn't really the word to use. Just looking forward to seeeing what happens?

I noticed this last year and again today.
I act different when I'm in or out of school.
From my point of vies (.. uh i think.. haha) I'm in school to learn, socializing should be second. I don't have a hard reaching out and meeting new people. I flirt a lot less, I crack a lot less jokes, I am more to myself at school. I don't think it's a good thing though at times. When teachers are around, most of the time I try to be less reckless. (yeah reckless is the word to use haha)
No, its not like I'm being 'fake' or something Its just the way I want some people to see me I guess. I mean if you ever meet me at a party you'd see the difference in an instant! Especially.. in some classes I am just like not comfortable with the people if I know them all already ( this year i think it's my third hour. I mean one of my closest friends is in it.. but :/.. like last year i think it was my General Business class until like the last quarter when I really started to speak out a lot more) Weird right? I think so.

Well besides the bus stop being in a shitty place right now and not being able to find like ANYTHING within 6 minutes.
today was pretty good.
my afternoon's rock :D hahaa srsly good teachers, good classes, fun people :]
yay! haha BUT DAMMIT
WHERE THE FUCK IS MY DAMN LOCKER + WHY THE HELL IS THE LOCK AS BIGG AS THE LOCKER ANYWAYS?!!?!!!?? lameeee... :[

Let's hope for more to come this year.