hahahahahahahahhaha.FACK

packing today.
leaving tomorrow
TAFTAFTAF!
haha and blasting the new playlist while doing itt (: yay

Bother.

This has happened to me more than once. I start getting this feeling of a really great relationship with someone- someone I can rely on, care about, someone that cares about me.
Then it feels like there's this time where suddenly communication stops.
like wtf?
Now I want to know, why?
What changed? Why now?
and was all you said a lie?



I realize I'm not getting very deep into this, I guess I'm having trouble really thinking of what I want to say, but I think.. at least I said something to express it.


Sidenote-
I finished my WorldHistory Online Class
and TAF weekend on Friday! (two days!)

THIS IS THE WEEK OF TAF09

this week.
not at taf. (www.tafworld.org)
different than most. this is would have been my 5th year going.
but I am visiting over the weekend. meaning the excitement I normally bring in 8 days, I get to makeup in THREE. (;

Online class finishes this week.
Cramming.

(me and the bday girl from Biggby's one night.)

Yesterday- Allie's Sweet Sixteen.
Sickk party. (:
Pictures still need to be uploaded.

(this is from Oct 08)

Let's have some fun,
this beat is sick,
I wanna take a ride on your disco stick.

Guilty/Innocent. Bored and wanted to update.

RULE 1
You can only say Guilty or Innocent.

RULE 2
You are not allowed to explain anything unless someone messages you and asks!
(So people reading this, if you want an explanation, comment.)

Now, here's what you're supposed to do and please do not spoil the fun. Copy and paste this into your notes , delete my answers, type in your answers and tag 20 of your friends to answer this. Then see what happens.

1. Asked someone to marry you? guilty
2. Kissed one of your Facebook friends? guilty.
3. Danced on a table in a bar? innocent.
4. Ever told a lie? guilty.
5. Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back? guilty.
6. Ever kissed someone of the same sex? guilty.
7. Kissed a picture? guilty.
8. Slept in until 5 PM? guilty.
9. Fallen asleep at work/school? guilty.
10. Held a snake? guilty.
11. Been suspended from school? innocent.
12. Worked at a fast food restaurant? innocent.
13. Stolen from a store? innocent.
14. Been fired from a job? innocent.
15. Done something you regret? guilty.
16. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? guilty.
17. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? guilty.
18. Kissed in the rain? guilty.
19. Sat on a roof top? guilty.
20. Kissed someone you shouldn't? guilty.
21. Sang in the shower? guilty.
22. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? guilty.
23. Shaved your head? innocent.
24. Slept naked? guilty.
25. Had a boxing membership? innocent.
26. Made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry? innocent.
27. Been in a band? innocent.
28. Shot a gun? (what kinda gun you talkin' bout? :P) guilty.
29. Donated Blood? innocent.
30. Eaten alligator meat? innocent.
31. Eaten cheesecake? guilty.
32. Still love someone you shoudnt? guilty.
33. Have/had a tattoo? innocent.
34. Liked someone, but will never tell who? guilty.
35. Been too honest? guilty.
36. Ruined a surprise? guilty.
37. Ate in a restaurant and got really bloated that you cant walk afterwards? guilty.
38. Erased someone in your friends list? guilty.
39. Dressed in a woman's clothes (if your a guy) or man's clothes (if your a girl)? guilty.
40. Joined a pageant? innocent.
41. Been told that you're handsome or beautiful by someone who totally meant what they said? guilty.
42. Get totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning? innocent.
43. A total stranger treat you by paying your jeepney fare? innocent.
44. Get totally angry that you cried so hard? guilty.

okay this wasnt that exciting.
darn.
haha something more later.

People really say that?

"I'm saying some people want to win the lotto but I'd rather have u in my life"

I guess so.
Thanks for making my day so much brighter.

I like what you said today.

"all that exists in mind and reality are capable of being changed but its not in every case a simple fix but it is possible."

"i promise you, how ever hard it will be i will bring out some sort of love within you for yourself...because i can tell you that youve already brought some out of me"

"you will feel different and better in time i promise, i keep all promises and i know that because i know how to find the secret love "

Listen to yourself.
You know who you are.

remind me.

what there is to smile about again?

why this fight won't end?

why this struggle is always there?

why I can't fight it?
why this, of all things, I can't let go?

sundown.

thought: Can you really miss something when you
know that sooner or later it will come back?

TAF09?

fact: I will not be going to TAF 2009.

TAFlove <3There's no other like it.
Why I'm not going? I have my reasons.