Christian the Lion

march 28th

My 16th Birthday.
more to come about it i hope.
damn
i need to follow up on a lotta things
like CSNY
and some other post from awhile ago. yeah..
:X

:] hope your doing great.
i don't get math or bio at all right now! >.<

Massive Retaliation

powerful, beastly,...
sexy.


;P
APUSH

WTF I'M NOT GETTING CREDIT

for first aid which i had planned to be my phys ed credit bc i can be a germophob and im one of those ppl who hate changing for shit unless if ima just look like a slob which no thanks, id rather NOT and then feel shitty about myself. PLEASE AND THANK YOU.

so I had planned out my high school year in 9th grade.
I unlike most students did because i saw the importance of a rigerous class/courses for my later education. but no, i had it all planned out so I'D GET THE FUCKING FUCKED UP REQUIREMENTS DONE WITH and no. THANK YOU UCS SCHOOL BOARD.
cuze now it's fucking messed up for me.
PLUS bc I TOOK AP US HISTORY this year, it made me not behind but i was still missing a half credit of world history unlike the kids who took normal history [one semester] and had another semester of world.
WOW SRLSY?
okay so I will not lower my expectations. and hell yeah i expect to finish high school the fuck off and get on with my fucking life
cuze this is fucking stressing me and bugging the shit out of me because THEY GAVE US INACCURATE INFORMATION AND NOW IT'S TOO DAMN LATE for those it effected.
OH AND OF COURSE ITS NOT LIKE IT EFFECTS THE BOARD. wtf do they get from this? a smart kid not graduating? or being behind in credits and you having to push something out of her schedule taht she wants to take that she is interested in just to fit another required fucking credit in bc in her sophomore year YOU GAVE HER THE WROMG FUCKING INFORMATION?!

wow i said fuck too much.
i made myself a hypotcrit.
I'm fucking pissed.
If you say "oh its okay your still you" or "you still have time"
I WILL BITE YOUR HEAD OFF!
I'm fucking UDHKLFJSLKFASJ
omgg
i wanna scream at someone
like until my throat tears.
fuckkkkk my life.


peace out.
the rest of my nights guna SUCK.


night.


oh and the only fucking reason i took taht class was to get that damn credit needed to graduate.

if i showed all my scars

i would be a monster.
you would not look at me.
you would not talk to me.
i would be a shadow in the corner.

Apple says smart things

Insanity: Doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results
-Albert Einstein


Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The troublemakers. The round pegs in the square hole. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules. And they have no respect for the status quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them. About the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do.
-Apple Computer Inc.


All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by frost.
-Robert Frost


Still round the corner there may wait
A new road or a secret gate
And through we pass them by today
Tomorrow we may come this way
And take the hidden paths that run
Towards the Moon or to the Sun
-Lord of the Rings


Beautiful and intelligent and innocent. The best part of beauty is that which no picture can express


Truth be told I miss you.. And truth be told im lying..
-All American Rejects


Curiosity flayed the cat, ripped it limb from limb, and listened to it scream before it killed it..
- the Devouring


Show his eyes and grieve his heart
Come like shadows so depart
-Macbeth

last time you dug that hole..

where did it get you?

yes, I'd love your insight.
I'd love for you to listen to my thoughts [my feelings or is that asking too much?]
too bad you may never hear me speak.

peace.

French
Bio
APUSH
test tmrw.

speak.

It's not a command.
It's a request.
It's a privilege.
It's a freedom.
Let's use it to our advantage while we can.

I've been keeping things to myself. Mostly by choice because I feel I have no one to share my thoughts to unless if it's to benefit them. Why? Because the reaction I get from other people when I do speak makes me feel like I should just be talking to the wall [it might as well be a one-way communication] It makes me feel like I'm just wasting more time trying to tell someone and it doesn't make a difference if I don't believe their listening. It really does make a difference when you listen.
but sometimes, I don't want to be talking. I want you to talk. I ask questions, searching for answers. When I don't get answers is when I begin to silence myself. Thus when you ask me questions, I give short replies.


I AM.
fenced off in my own world.


peace.

spring forward

I moved my clocks forward.
I took a step back.
It started to rain down on my toes.
A shiver went down my back.

but really? who gives a shit, cuze we have no school tomorrow!
Jr.'s are taking ACT's
I went to yoga today it was awesome.
[uh my thighs are totally feeling it right now]

whateves
no school tomorrow.
<3

gossip

behind your back.
behind my back.
it stops.
it returns.
it comes back.
it slaps you across the face.
you stutter.
lost for words.
face pale.
confused.

words spoken.
lies.
misunderstanding.
nonsense.


so here's the thing.
Drama is stupid and so is gossip.
we can all gossip and most of us have drama in our life right?
however when is it just stupid and immature shit that's its all said to be?
when people misunderstand where your coming from.
for example when some random chick comes up to you and tells you to fuck off and you dont know why the hell she's getting herself involved that only shows that she has nothing else better to do but to stick herself in the middle of something that is not relevant to her.

When people just say "fuck" in everything trying to give fuck a meaning and fuck an emotion, it means nothing to me.
I will not let YOU get to me. why? because you are nothing to me.
so get the out of my face and out of my life.
let me be.
i'll let you be.
I am not your friend.

Does that mean I don't like you? that I wish you to not be successful? no. that means I think you need to grow up, take responsibility for your actions. stop saying that your life sucks. that you've had a horrible life and go blaming it on everyone around you. You did that to yourself. You let the influence of drugs and alcohol get to you. now don't drag other people down with you.
I do not want to watch my friends fall on their butt because of a loser like you.

peaceout.

Dr. Seuss,

Have a good birthday